Hello, friends!
It’s Jenni here—your resident pop culture guide and unapologetic fan of all things movies, music, books, and beyond.
Wow, it’s OCTOBER! Last month was a significant milestone, and I find myself reflecting on why I enjoy contributing to our community. I think about this every September, especially because 9/22 is my cancer anniversary. (Some call it their cancerversary, but for some reason, I’ve never used that term.) I’m more introspective this year because this anniversary marked 30 years!
Thirty years since the moment my story changed forever. Thirty years since the ultrasound monitor was mostly dark, resembling a black cloud covering my ovaries and more. Thirty years since I first heard the word “mass,” and thirty years since I lost every hair on my body. And thirty years since college, love and friendships were interrupted. However, thirty years since NSYNC was born, so, some great things happened that year, too.
Among all the cancer and health advocacy work I do, YA cancer organizations, especially the b-present community, feel most natural to me. I was only eighteen years old when I had cancer. After treatment, by my sophomore year, I returned to college wearing a wig. I once wrote a piece on that very subject, which you can find below under the ‘Read’ section.
Working on this particular playlist, as I celebrate this milestone in survivorship, fills my soul with more gratitude than I can put into words. Sharing my story has been a personal lifesaver, starting with “Butterflies,” a newsletter I worked on from my college apartment and mailed to anyone and everyone I had an address for—whether they wanted it or not. I’ve always wanted to connect. Connection is my best medicine.
Thank you all for your time. I dedicate this big month to you!
Jenni
P.S. What’s something that’s made you smile lately? A book, a song, a simple pleasure? Don’t hold out—send it my way!


ESSAY
.Have you read my essay yet about (one part of) my journey as a teen with cancer? If not, please do, and let me know your thoughts! Can you relate? I’d love to hear from you about your experience.

ARTICLE
I came across this New York Times article on why more young people are getting cancer and wow, it’s wild. Think: everything from our diets to plastics to sleep habits might be part of the reason. It’s not all doom and gloom, though. Researchers say lifestyle changes can actually lower risk over time. Definitely worth a read.


STREAM
Unless you’ve been cmpletely unplugged or visiting Mars, I’m sure you’ve watched The Summer I Turned Pretty. Well, I’m a bit older, and I still loved it. I binged it like a madwoman, and I’m about to read the books next. Kudos to Jenny Han for the creative genius and true escape. I know this recommendation isn’t original, but it would be weirder not to join the thousands of rave reviews. All three seasons are now streaming on Amazon Prime. The best news? They announced a movie is in the works… giving fans what they want most… more!!


ARTIST
Have you listened to Olivia Dean yet? She’s a soulful singer with jazz influences, blending R&B and pop beautifully. “Lady, Lady” is still my favorite track, but her album, The Art of Loving, is playing in the background as I compose this for you. I love her.

Thanks to an Instagram comment by a community member suggesting a fashion category, we heard you and added ‘WEAR!’

BEWELL
Their IV Zip hoodie caught my eye! Staying cozy, warm, and in style would have been something I’d definitely loved during treatment. I heard from a customer they’re terrific quality, too!
Consider getting one for that special person in your life who might appreciate it. Please note, they offer a wide range of adaptive clothing, as you’ll see on their website! I love, love, love their designs and what they bring to different communities.
I hope you like it. I couldn’t think of a more thoughtful gift for a patient. Way to go, BeWell!


SARAH FREI
I won’t give anything else away; you can check her out here and witness one of the most courageous and beautiful soul survivors ever.
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We’re better together, and I’d love to hear from you! Have a favorite book, essay, show, movie, playlist, or song that helped you through tough times or brought a smile to your face? Share your recommendations with the community—submit them below and let’s keep the inspiration flowing!